October Rant

Assalamualaikum and good day

How are you guys holding on so far? Whatever circumstances you are in right now, I hope that you guys will stay strong and pray to God, always. So, tomorrow is the 5th week of the semester. I have been wanting to update since last month, but whenever I logged in I just couldn't think of anything. What to write, what story to tell. Nahh, so I logged out. And now we are reaching half of the semester. Honestly, it is difficult to survive. Suddenly an email came to mailbox last week saying that all graduate students must submit their abstract or we will not be allowed to present our proposals. Dia punya gelabah tu Allah je tahu. Haha. I meroyan with friends bla bla bla. Get back the confidence and strength, calm my crazy mind. And few bad things happened since week 3. I just stay quiet in front of ocik and pak cik mat. Didn't even say anything to mama or ayah. Takut kena marah punya pasal. Lol.  I don't know what to feel now. I just do everything, without complaining. Complaint will not solve the problems. So just do, and get over with it. 

Whenever I feel so stress working on the assignment and proposal, feel boxed up, I called my friend then I just went out, go eat anywhere. I eat like A LOT lately. And I don't give a damn anymore about maintaining my weight. As long as I'm stress free and healthy. I also go for a jog sometimes. If you are stress, just put on your shoes, sports attire and go out, brisk walk would do. It calms your mind. It reminds you all of the blessings that you've got. Get out of your space. Do some sport if you are interested in any kind of sports. As for me, I don't do sport. But I enjoy the nature. I also enjoy walking (not when it is scorching hot obviously).

Anyway, I bought a pan of eyeshadow, ink fitting shadow from peripera. I love it so much. So pigmented, lovely color, very affordable price. I'm aiming for innisfree eyeshadow pan as well. But wait until next pay. I want to save money for travel. XD Other than that I just want to reward myself and families with food. 

I bought the one from below, on the right. The code is 19 I think. 

**Early this morning, I received a news that my friend's mom passed away. Al fatihah...


Assalamualaikum and good day

Welcom august; the independence day month; and also my birthday month! On 17th :3 
Alright, so I went to KL then to batu pahat last week, jalan-jalan makan angin. I love Batu Pahat.
Just like my hometown; calm. Kampung-like environment. Love it. 

p/s: I got the freelance video subtitling job that my friend suggested. yeay. alhamdulillah.

Something I'm into..

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I'm a fan of korean drama and songs. I don't really follow all the korean wave whatever news religiously but still a fan, everything about korea is too mainstream nowadays, I know. But still I like their kdrama the most. I even learn Hanguk whenever I feel I'd like to because I've come to the state that I am stress when I couldn't read the Hanguk writing. Haha. Now I can recognize the letters but don't know the meaning still, quite satisfying..mihihi. okey, so I've finished watching 2 kdrama recently; Fight for my way and suspicious partner. Both dramas have my favourite actors and actress. Personally I really love fight for my way because it tells stories about friendship, dreams and love. I'm a fan of park seo jun but in this drama i really like the second couple! hiikk. I like the friendship part the most and I enjoyed it a lot. As for suspicious partner, I love the storyline but not the final episode. The final is too sweet and I feel like it is not really important. Still, worth watching due to the storyline; plot twist and a little bit of action. Nam jihyun's chemistry with ji chang wook is great and also dong ha who acts as a murderer in this drama is also good in portraying his character. chinca daebakk~~  
fight for my way/ third-rate my way

Suspicious partner

While waiting for my kdrama to be downloaded online everyweek, I watched a couple of anime; snow white with the red hair and also kimi no na wa(your name). The first one is very relax, easy to brain. So okey la, a little bit of funny moments in the story. For the second one, it took me quite some time to digest due to the plot twist. haha. I really love how they portrayed the beauty of nature in Japan in this anime. I was like "Wow.this is so mesmerizing" the moment it showed the mountains, roads and all in a place named Itomori. It reminded me of the Osaka trip I had back in 2015 :')

kimi no na wa

Childhood memory: rich man

Assalamualaikum and good day

Last week mama brought me and young brother visited her old friend, just nearby. As they chatted, suddenly she asked about a relative of my dad, who we have not seen or heard of for ages. It reminds me of the chilhood days that I had. Me and my brothers called him tok ngah. Ayah and mama used to bring us to his house at sungai buloh when we were kids. I remember that his house was very big and his garden/yard was so big I thought that we would lost in it if we let ourselves engrossed by it. I also thought that it was also like a mini zoo because he had the ayam katik, goose in the garden and the most interesting part was the talking bird. Me and my brothers were amazed to see the talking bird. Everytime we went there, I would definitely visited the bird. Can't recall what it's name. I remember the bird saying assalamualaikum and hello. It was so fun back then. 

I remember that he was rich, single. He also adopted one or two orphans, can't really recall about it as all I cared was the fun, exciting things I experienced within his domain. He was very kind, helpful, soft spoken and always smiling. It was somewhere in my memory that we met tok ngah in a wedding so long ago. Mama chatted with him, he looked so different, so tan than usual. Based on their conversation I heard that he was doing offshore work during that time. That was the last time we met and heard of him. May Allah bless and ease him wherever he is now.


Assalamualaikum and good day

I'd like to wish happy eid; Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone.
I celebrated first raya first at my youngest brother's place, tempat dia jaga kambing. I missed him so much. Ajak mama to visit him when I arrived last week but she was too tired so, that's why on the first eid we went to his place. Second eid; yesterday was great. We went to kampung ayah for kenduri tahlil utk opah and atok (may Allah rests their souls in peace). Catched up with relatives and took plenty of pictures. Then the rest was history... And third raya today mereput at home. ngehh..

ps: bosan kan? Biasalah tu..this is a part of being adult. kononnlah 

How to apply for Pinjaman Pengajian Tinggi Perak

Assalamualaikum and good day

Negeri Perak offered study loan for students who was born in Perak, parent who was born in Perak and who has resided in Perak for more than 10 years. I tried to apply on February, unfortunately I did not passed for the pinjaman. The application is simple, wait for the advertisement of the offer and fill up the form online. This year, the offer was opened from January until end of March.
Here is the link to apply pinjaman pendidikan tinggi perak 

After the online application, wait for interview. 2 weeks after the application ended they will call for interview. It was conducted in Bangunan SUK Ipoh. There were 2 panels for interview.
I can't clearly remember the questions but most importantly you must know who is our MB (Dato' Zambry Abdul Kadir), where he came from or kawasan yang dia pegang(pulau pangkor). Other questions will be self introduction, your parents working status, will this pinjaman helps you in study.
I also refer to my friend who had passed the pinjaman, get some tips from her. Ask your families or your friends as well.

So conclusion is I experienced the whole process but did not manage to passed for the pinjaman.
However, after the result has been announced, we still can appeal,buat rayuan for the pinjaman. Rayuan also online. So simple yet not so easy to get. Most importantly, effort, doa then tawakal leave it to Allah. He knows best. 

p/s: So many things happened this semester, this year. There were times when I was so down, i felt like I could not make it. I was very depressed. The things that motivate me are my families, ambition and passion as well as having faith in Him; leave it all to Allah. Bersangka baiklah dengan Dia sebab Dia lagi tahu and faham our circumstances.
Have a blessed ramadhan everyone :) 

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Salam Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum and good day

It is 12 Ramadhan already and I force myself to post something! >.<
Ramadhan is a blessed month, more special than any other month and I am grateful to be able to breathe until today. I am delighted to have few things to do during this holy month ( I meant assignments and whatnot. walaupun tercungap). It's okey. Just do it one by one.

I am excited for ramadhan but not for raya.. The feeling of Raya in Kuala will be extremely different this year without both atok and opah. when opah was gone about 2 and a half years ago, I felt that the house had lost it's shine. This year, it was atok.. What's left now are memories. Wonderful memories of having the chance to play with atok, helping opah with chores, opah's delicious lemang and everything
Alfatihah to my late grandpas tok Ramli and tok hasan and grandma opah Yang <3 p="">

p/s: happy fasting 

Short Vacation, Short Getaway

Assalamualaikum and good day

I went to Perhentian Island last week. It was midsem break and I wanted to go somewhere so I suggested Perhentian to Mama and she said okey,ayah took 4 days leave. then off we went to Perhentian. We stayed in Small Island, at the village. Mama wanted to book room at Long Beach, small island unfortunately, the agency she called put us in the perkampungan kecil on small island because they don't have any available room at Long Beach. So I know after this we should find our own place online; in agoda or trivago then only we will find agent or package for island tour and snorkeling.

But it's fun though. It was peaceful and tranquil. We had a great vacation despite the heavy headache I had on the boat as we went for snorkeling. The boat was smaller than in Krabi. I remember I only had minor headache when boarding the boat in Krabi for snorkeling. Perhentian's view is gorgeous. You don't have to go far, Malaysia indeed has the gorgeous islands around. But don't be shocked with the food charges, it is a bit expensive than the mainland. The main transport here is the boat. The taxi is the boat. I enjoyed here. I want to come here again for sure one day! 

Singgah masjid lojing for toilet break.lol

Snorkeling. They'll bring you to see turtle, sharks and coral. But I was so mabuk laut I stayed on boat didn't go see the turtles. What a waste. yaish T_T

There's the Big Island \^o^/

Okey. That's all for now. Anticipating for the
 next holiday! ;)

Homesick/ "townsick"

Assalamualaikum and good day

Let's start with a smile and happy thoughts because I am so homesick! I went home last friday and came back yesterday because my class is at 5pm so I can have extra night at home. Still, I felt so heavy to go back to reality... yishh. With all assignments and test not to forget presentation as well..
and exprimo's tasks and job.

If I don't do any work at all, soon I'll be unproductive and I do not want that. I need to start finding real job soon since next semester I'll have 2 classes and one project paper which will go on until the final semester. So I want to think of happy things, future plans; job, whether to get married or not.lol.
For this homesickness is manageable  because I have Ocik and Pakcik Mat here. So, yes it is bearable. 

Gambarimasu for another semester! We're reaching towards midsem break in two weeks time. One week break jyeah~

The possible and impossible

Assalamualaikum, greetings. 

How's your day so far? I hope you have a great, wonderful, terrific day. Remember to smile regardless of what happened or will happen to you in the future. As I'm aging (rasa tua sangat lah pulak), I have a lot of things in mind. Things I have never thought of before or I never thought it would matter one day. I even wished for something grand and fabulous. 
Every time my greed comes I will say to myself; I will chant to my dear beloved self 
"What else do you want? What else do you wish for? Don't be greedy. You have enough. And enough is good for you."

I used to wonder when will that "one fine day" opens it's door for me, when will I reach all the goals I've always wanted. Little did I know I need to work very hard for my "one fine day"; for my ambitions and goals. The most important thing is not to get stress over it. Don't put a lot of pressure to yourself. Good things take time. And do not sit and just wait for the right time, work for it instead. Earn something worthwhile, worth the effort you've made. That one fine day.

If the world makes you tired 
If the world offers you thousand loads of happiness
If the world blames you
If the world stands in your way
Keep your chin up 
Pray. Always.


Assalamualaikum, greetings everyone!

I joined Exprimo F.U.S (fast.upright.simple) team recently under the stock department. Apart from that, we have to be at the kiosk for at least 4 hours per week. As for me, I choose to work at the kiosk for 6 hours. Since, I take 3 classes for this semester so I have plenty of time doing nothing. lol. Okey so what is Exprimo and what we do actually? We receive parcels so that customers can pick it up at our kiosk. Apart from that, we also deliver parcels to customers upon request.. It comes with a charge of course, RM2(within 3 days of the date parcel arrived).

We sell pendrives, external hard disk, printer ink, usb cables and other accessories at the kiosk as well. It is fascinating that this idea came out after colleges did not take parcels for students. There were circumstances which made colleges decided not to take parcels for students again thus, Exprimo was set up.

I don't have experience dealing with suppliers before so this is my first time. Working in the stock team requires me to make contacts and be alert. My biggest problem is I always blur. Fortunately, I pick up things fast; a quick learner. But there are things that I feel a bit difficult for me to understand. Once I understood, it will be in the brain, in the memory.

Although, the pay is not much but at least I have something to do besides from studying, doing assignments and going to classes. I am able to meet new people, get to know active and highly motivated people which I found very fascinating and exciting.

For more information you can go to
our website here, facebook here and instagram here 

Post Convocation

Assalamualaikum, greetings~

Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah the almighty, the most merciful for giving me chance to celebrate my convocation and on top of that, dapat pengecualian bayaran PTPTN ;D 
The only sad thing is I didn't manage to join the students parade entering the hall because of my shoes were not black, it was brown. So, after this remember, wear black shoes! The convo protocol is very strict. Then, kena lah duduk belakang. Thank goodness ada kawan-kawan lain jugak masa tu. 

I'd like to dedicate this post to my beloved families; mama, ayah, ocik, pakcik mat, my two young brothers, someone special, lecturers and of course my friends! Thank you all for the non-stop prayers and support. Thank you friends for lending your shoulder, hearing my cries, for every low and high moments and for everything. May Allah showers you all with happiness and blessings fid duniya wal akhirah. 

p/s: smile always.

October Rant

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