Sunday, January 27, 2013

miss you.so much.

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

Every single day. I keep on thinking of you. What are you doing at this time? Have you eaten?
Do you sleep well? How about your health, your blood pressure?
I miss you opah. I love you so much that I pray everyday .may Allah will always protect you.

You've aged.day by day. I hate seeing you unable to walk like you used to 5 years ago. I hate seeing you weak. It makes me sad :(

Akak nak tengok opah. Nak pastikan jugak dengan mata ni sendiri yang opah baik baik je. 
and I believe that He always protect you <3 p="">

p/s: nanti nak ajak jugak dorang bawak akak tengok opah. dah la tak bagi akak drive sendiri pegi sane -_- waaaaa.rindu :(

Thursday, January 24, 2013

salam maulidur rasul :)

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

Sedar diri ini bukan lah seorang umatmu yang baik. Tak tercapainya mulia mu Ya Rasulullah. Namun izinkan lah diri ini mendapatkan syafaat mu. izin kanlah diri ini bertemu mu di syurga. izinkanlah diri ini sentiasa menyayangi,merinduimu, mengingatimu.

:)

 selawat tu setiap hari bang. bukan time ni baru lah ingat nak berselawat. -pesanan untuk diri sendiri jugak ye cik mirrah-hew3


Wednesday, January 23, 2013

si comel

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

Ini dia si oren nya ;3





Selalu geram tengok si memey XD

Sunday, January 20, 2013

just wanna shout~

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

I'm HOME!!!! since 3 days ago. ngeh3. Feel good yeah. But when I entered my bedroom..err.
Okeh. A lil' bit weird. I don't know why.. Katil nye nampak macam pengantin sangat pun ade ==" haha. 
Thanks to pak cik mat and ocik sudi hantar. Aku cadang nak naik bas je. Lagi pun cuti pun 1 bulan je. so, malas nak bawak barang banyak2. I owe them both A LOT. Muahhhxx :* 

Takde ape pun yang berubah. Cumanye 'awek' zaim(si bongsu) ade lagi. haha
Makin sehat. and dah ade name : memey. Ayah panggil dia 'mehmeh'
haha. Never thought that my mom would let him raise that 'female'. 
Best jugak ade si memey ni. Tapi bile bukak je pintu dia berlari masuk pastu selamba duduk atas sofa macam puteri raja ==" 
But she's sooooo adorable that I can't hold myself to squeeze2, hug2 her.hikhik.
Comellll :3 No wonder lah Zaim sayang.haha. Dhil jangan cakap lah. dia pun macam aku suke dukung kucing. 

I'll upload her picture later XD

p/s: currently addicted with cn blue's 4th mini album. i was so shocked when I heard that they've released their 4th mini album alreadyyyyy :O


theirnewimageissocool XD

Monday, January 14, 2013

penghibur hati

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...





si hitam Nia XD

Sunday, January 13, 2013

wish

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

you. are not a lover. never be one. nor a friend. you. are just a wish that won't ever come true.



Friday, January 11, 2013

say tata to semester 1

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

2 sept 2012- beginning of a new chapter as a degree student. Never expected that I'd go this far. At first, rengekan dan rungutan menemani. Call mama merengek rengek mengadu tak reti linguistics,tak suke lah,bla,bla,bla. Then, Small room with four people inside. Bilik pulak tinggi nak mampuihhh. Tingkat 5 you allss.kau mampu?haha. But then time goes by. until the end of november I finally get used with this new environment. I started accepting, learning and loving this new environment. things that weren't comfortable at the beginning becoming better. Making lots of friends  :D

Having Khairunisa Sabu by my side makes me feel better. though I miss my cute(muntah ijau) mirza.haha. Plus, adenye Amoi yang otak gile tahap gaban ke lagi gila dari gaban.haha. Semua rasa terkejut, ke tidak terbukaan hati menerima ketetapan Allah untuk aku berada kat upm ni hilang hari demi hari. It is painful at first when we can't no longer be all together in one place. but finally I manage to cure those feelings. Agaknye lah.huhu. Lagipun, still boleh jumpe kannn. yang penting hati sentiasa dekat :)

And I also got girls who always made my day. 
roommates :)

tasza,shida, azira.

and here's another 'dara pingitans' who always make my days also.hahahhaa XD

left: me ;3 , sharifah, bella, maya
I don't remember how and when we started to become close with each other. haha. 
Tau2 je kat kelas mesti aku duduk sebelah korang :3

Lagiii.... Humm. yahhh~ the best lecturer award goes to Tengku Mazuwana :D
She's teaching us grammar this sem. She's kind of course.hehe. 
ohh.sorry.I didn't have her picture lerhh --"
So now it's the end of semester. yayyy XD congratulation to me. hikhik. lets see how's the final result.gulpp -,-  
-10 JAN 2013 last paper-

See how I've been developed into a young adult(erk?) yet still has those gediks+manje+ngade2 behaviour. If Allah still give me chance to breathe longer, I'll be officially 20 by 17th august this year. I hope that I'm still in a good shape, lived in this world with bless from Him. aminnn..

Soo.. hibernating weeks here I come ;D  
p/s: have to go back to upm on 17th feb :(((( 


Tuesday, January 8, 2013

terribly sad

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera...

Exam mood turn off for a while. Jyeahh.
This morning I sat for grammar and linguistics payyyyyperrr.. my grammar sucks as usual. haha
but thank god the questions are not that difficult like when I was in Foundation. but still grammar kann. well you knowww.. confusing.hew hew

I'm still okay with grammar. but for linguistics. arghhh.. it really kills me. T.T
There's this one question about a principle in pragmatics. There's a few principle in this chapter so I was really really confused. Then suddenly I remembered this one principle. So dengan yakinnya aku pun tulis laaa.. After I got out from the exam hall i heard my friends talking about that principle question. Suddenly...I felt like something which is hard, sharp fell on my head. My answers were totally wrong. Ya Allahhhhhh.. I feel like crying. I wanna blow my head with a gun.
Nasib baik aku waras lagi -.-

I know I've lost so many marks. In my head : redha je la mirrah...

Nak mengadu nih kat harir. Call tak jawab. Then, malas pikir. Makan,tido.
Petang call umah nak mengadu kat mama or ayah ke. Dua-dua pulak takdeeee..
Adik2 aku memang tak membantu sangat lah.haha
Mirza pulak macam tengah mood sedih :( tanak kaco diaa~

Then, I cried alone.I cried and cried and crieddd.. Suddenly a voice whisper in my head.says,
'don't you realize who's the one that has been always by your side 24 hours a day,every minute,every second?'
Allah. Then. i cry again. 
He tests me. He wants me to realize that no other in this world that will always be there for me except Him. 
mengadulah pada Dia. Cerita lah pada Dia.

p/s: lega jugak dah habis exam for killer subjects ^.^
but there's another two exams.sigh.